she has not been lonely with me here. There are many days where I am at work or at school or both and I am gone for many hours. Sometimes Varr is here and sometimes not. I just wish I could let her know somehow that they can take care of her and I cannot. I wish she could understand me when I say that I'm coming back for her. But she doesn't know.
Friday, January 23, 2009
Waiting
Flower is now at the Urgent Care Clinic overnight. This is the first night in the past 6 months or so that she has been living with me that she has not slept in my bed. I keep looking down; there's a sweater at the foot of my bed where she might often sleep that I see from the corner of my eye. I think that it's her but then I look and it's not. She's not here right now. After spending so much time in the shelter, I don't think that she has forgotten what that place was. And although I think they were kind and loving to her, I think she must have been lonely. I hope 
she has not been lonely with me here. There are many days where I am at work or at school or both and I am gone for many hours. Sometimes Varr is here and sometimes not. I just wish I could let her know somehow that they can take care of her and I cannot. I wish she could understand me when I say that I'm coming back for her. But she doesn't know.
she has not been lonely with me here. There are many days where I am at work or at school or both and I am gone for many hours. Sometimes Varr is here and sometimes not. I just wish I could let her know somehow that they can take care of her and I cannot. I wish she could understand me when I say that I'm coming back for her. But she doesn't know.
